Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Catching My Breath

Life is interesting ain't it? Lots of ups and downs and sideways. For what purpose? As a Spiritual Psychologist the focus is on soul education. The premise: We are all spiritual beings having a human experience. It is this human experience for many that causes great grief. If we can learn and grow from these experiences at the soul level, we evolve, grow, and hopefully won't have to return here again to undergo more of the madness.

I enjoyed the beginnings of my soul education at the Burn Ward. Things flew on their own, the power regularly went out, a chair could tell if people had good or bad energy. Fast forward to the present in which I am looking for new awareness, new avenues in order to grow and overcome my limitations, and above all finding ways to get rid of my damn anxiety.

I know - some people believe that anxiety is the belief that God doesn't exist. At times I do fool myself into believing I am all alone. Why do I have to continually do this to myself. Or, on the flip side how do others feel the constant presence strongly? I'd rather be in this camp. Unfortunately I am really having that human existence.

Hopefully I am at an end to my tooth issue. Hopefully the infections in my mouth will soon subside. Thank God for alternative medication and herbs. Hopefully this dream of a book and accompanying movie will soon come to fruition.

Obviously I had a bit of a shock at work today and it made me take a step back, catch my breath, and refocus on what is really important. People, family, workmates, clients, God's interactions. I wonder what tommorrow may bring.

Peace

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